The Meg thing - at least it was implied that it was evil and wrong. This was all just a joke. That's what's killing me on the inside: they got so much of this experience exactly right and then they treated it like it was a joke.

But it's not. It really, truly is not. I haven't had a flashback episode in months, not since my doctors finally found a treatment plan that worked for me. I'm having one right now.