I'm really sorry this episode triggered you. I must admit I was apalled myself until it was stated that they hand't consumated their wedding. Althought I have to assume they did made out.

I also think the memory loss was only temporary, because Sam remembered what he had said to Dean while drugged, so it makes it a *little* easier.

But still, it's no excuse. At the end of the episode Dean is the one depicted as the one going through a hard time, while the clear victim has been Sam. I hope they read your email and regret it.

I hope you do not totally lose hope in the show though. Joking about this is a serious mistake, but I think it's the fault of the writers of this episode, not of the show as a whole. It would be a pity to lose something that used to made you feel good.

Again, I'm really sorry about what happened to you (I can't imagine anything worse) and the memories their stupid blindness brought back.